Overwhelmed
Wow!!!! It's been like 3 months since i've updated, I guess i'm not a real "blogger" afterall. I guess it's gets to be kind of a hassle trying to come up with interesting topics to discuss EVERYDAY.
Today was an ok day. I had a wonderful breakfast, compliments of Bob Evans. I had french toast and some WONDERFUL turkey sausage i bought from Jewels. I got up this morning with the intent of making some cookies, i got as far as gathering all the ingredients and then i somehow lost my burden for butter cookies. It's nice to have a day where you do, pretty much, absolutely nothing. I did run a few errands, but for the most part i just stayed around the house.
I DO PLAN ON, before the night is over, kind of updating my websites. We'll see how that goes.
http://jackson-larr.tripod.com
http://jackielarry.tripod.com/jacksonsphotoalbum
Soooooooo, my last update was about my fabulous job God blessed me with. Well, 3 months later and it's STILL fabulous!!! As a matter of fact, i'm in line for a promotion. Yeah I know, amazing!!! But somehow or another my superiors seem to think i'm a good worker and worthy of this promotion. I don't exactly have the new position yet. I've had to apply and interview for and Executive Assistant position (fancy title for private secretary). But my immeadiate supervisors were very impressed with the job i've done since being with the company. Isn't God awesome???? I mean seriously, if they only knew how many days i sit at my desk and PRAY that things don't crash in around me, that God will give me wisdom and understanding because i don't have a CLUE....If they ONLY knew. But you know what amazes me, God will take nothing and a nobody and make them into something special. Sometimes i just sit and WONDER about my life, and the good things happening in my life, and it's almost TOO good to be true. Really, who AM I??? I don't consider myself to be very...special. Not necessarily. I don't consider myself to be especially pretty or beautiful (*ahem* i'm not exactly and OGRE either), I am and have always been and average student, not a good student, not a terrible student....just average, I wasn't a BAD child but i also wouldn't exactly say i was a GOOD child either, I think all the way around i am just simply an "average" person. I mean average almost to the point of "boring". Now, God is putting me in places and positions where people are telling me how "wonderful" i am, and i'm like NOOOOOOOOOO, not me. I'm the same as i've always been, EVERYTHING GOOD about me is AAALLLL because of G-O-D!!!! My point is this, I'm not anyone to take note of, but somehow, God saw (placed---however you want to look at it) something in me and to see him taking control of my life and helping me to acheive things that are beyond my comprehension are just simply AMAZING to me!!!!! One song writer said (and i TOTALLY agree with him) "What is man that thou art mindful of him, and could awesome God find common ground with him. Just to know that you delight to be with me, fills my heart with so much JOY!!!! Perfect and true pure in all your ways. Oh Lord there is none else like you, No one like you. And all these things keep me in AWE of you. And i'm OVERWHELMED that you would call me friend."
(sorry my thoughts are so sporadic.)
Today was an ok day. I had a wonderful breakfast, compliments of Bob Evans. I had french toast and some WONDERFUL turkey sausage i bought from Jewels. I got up this morning with the intent of making some cookies, i got as far as gathering all the ingredients and then i somehow lost my burden for butter cookies. It's nice to have a day where you do, pretty much, absolutely nothing. I did run a few errands, but for the most part i just stayed around the house.
I DO PLAN ON, before the night is over, kind of updating my websites. We'll see how that goes.
http://jackson-larr.tripod.com
http://jackielarry.tripod.com/jacksonsphotoalbum
Soooooooo, my last update was about my fabulous job God blessed me with. Well, 3 months later and it's STILL fabulous!!! As a matter of fact, i'm in line for a promotion. Yeah I know, amazing!!! But somehow or another my superiors seem to think i'm a good worker and worthy of this promotion. I don't exactly have the new position yet. I've had to apply and interview for and Executive Assistant position (fancy title for private secretary). But my immeadiate supervisors were very impressed with the job i've done since being with the company. Isn't God awesome???? I mean seriously, if they only knew how many days i sit at my desk and PRAY that things don't crash in around me, that God will give me wisdom and understanding because i don't have a CLUE....If they ONLY knew. But you know what amazes me, God will take nothing and a nobody and make them into something special. Sometimes i just sit and WONDER about my life, and the good things happening in my life, and it's almost TOO good to be true. Really, who AM I??? I don't consider myself to be very...special. Not necessarily. I don't consider myself to be especially pretty or beautiful (*ahem* i'm not exactly and OGRE either), I am and have always been and average student, not a good student, not a terrible student....just average, I wasn't a BAD child but i also wouldn't exactly say i was a GOOD child either, I think all the way around i am just simply an "average" person. I mean average almost to the point of "boring". Now, God is putting me in places and positions where people are telling me how "wonderful" i am, and i'm like NOOOOOOOOOO, not me. I'm the same as i've always been, EVERYTHING GOOD about me is AAALLLL because of G-O-D!!!! My point is this, I'm not anyone to take note of, but somehow, God saw (placed---however you want to look at it) something in me and to see him taking control of my life and helping me to acheive things that are beyond my comprehension are just simply AMAZING to me!!!!! One song writer said (and i TOTALLY agree with him) "What is man that thou art mindful of him, and could awesome God find common ground with him. Just to know that you delight to be with me, fills my heart with so much JOY!!!! Perfect and true pure in all your ways. Oh Lord there is none else like you, No one like you. And all these things keep me in AWE of you. And i'm OVERWHELMED that you would call me friend."
(sorry my thoughts are so sporadic.)
1 Comments:
At 8:17 AM,
Anonymous said…
Good to see you at the meeting! Keep on singing and stay encouraged :).
Jonathan Cornwell
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